My Journey

I have made all the calculations; fate will do the rest -(Napoleon)

Thursday, October 28, 2004

A month in this land

So its going to be a month in Finland.The country so different from ours in each and all respect.Some positives some negatives.
Population of this whole country is less than that of Bangalore but even then i was alone in Bangalore so not much of change for me here.Except when i come out of my room in apartment everything is same for me.The culture of Europe is different from ours some ppl in India might not subscribe to this culture but there is this greatest positive thing in this culture.There is no hypocrisy there is no falsity there is no convenience factor.
The whole city is so calm and pristine in the morning everything is so clear as the frozen water of the lake.Everything is so silent here seems the silence inside me has engulfed whole of this place.Again its my same life..my office my laptop .internet and then tea and coffee the only thing true to mine this world.Sometimes when i sit and think my mind goes back to my school days(i dont have fond memories of any day after i left school)i used to sit in my history classes and hear abt these countries which are so near and that time i used to think how would be these places and now i am so near that i can visit these places on weekends.
Nothing else has changed the life is same for me as it was in bangalore same state of affairs same frustration with this world the hypocrisy and the falsity of this world.Seems that i was destinted for these so that whereever and whenever i am i will always feel the same.
The more number of days i spend on this world my conviction that TRUTHFULNESS is the greatest virtue one can have strengthens.This world is so different you cant expect something to happen to you and that thing will happen you think good abt someone and opposite of it you would get from that one.You do good and you would get back the opposite in return.
Maybe this is the thing that this world has in offer for me