I don't know

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It is so funny how some Castle can come crumbling down. The same castle, which you built one day, to bury yourself in its confines. You never think of it. It requires only a small trigger, a small flashback and all your protection lies in tatters. You are left helpless in the stark reality. How much you try, there is nothing that could be done.

You never want to think of those questions. Still they keep coming to you. Answers are none. You want to be ostrich and bury your head in sand so that nothing finds you. But all goes futile. It never goes away nor do you get the answers. You keep running from it and you reach the same place again and again.

Something went past you long back. It doesn’t matter how hard you tried, it left you. You bury it so that you don’t need to think how it could happen? But it comes back to you and then you can’t believe it has already happened. You thought nothing can make you helpless (again); alas! it was just an illusion.

You are so confident of yourself that summer has gone and winter is here. Frigid, cold, dark winter and you love it. But the ice can melts one day and you are exposed. You thought this year is going to be different, this year the winter will be harsh, the ice on the lake more thick. But nothing has changed. A small prick and the whole layer cave in.

You look at God and think who is immortal?