Making the move
After cozy two years, it is time to make the move. As I quietly complete my two years in Finland, I also have to start packing. It is not easy to assemble your two years in two bags, and say 'adieu'. But I have got used to it, and I sort of waited for this day to come. When I came here, I had given myself six months to stay here, which became two years.
There are so many formalities to do before I move, things related to apartment, utilities and few others. May be since I don’t feel like going from here, I am slow to do these things. I still have not booked my tickets, so I don’t know the exact date I will move, or the exact place I will go.
I had the option to live in Finland forever, but I was not sure, I would like to be away from India in permanent terms. I had made few other plans, but none of them materialized. As the quote from Napoleon goes - which is on the top of my blog – I can only make calculations, fate does the rest. The only thing I know for now is that whenever I am gone from here, I am taking a month long vacation.
I was reading my archive, the post, which I did on my first year in Finland; I found it refreshing and satisfying that I have experienced more things in my second year than the first. It is too obvious for me to even think of this - the two years, I have lived here has been the best and most satisfying period of my life in every sense.
It would be false if I say, I won’t be sad while leaving this place. But it was only these two years, which reinforced in me that I can live and survive in any alien place, alien culture or alien climate or among alien people. I won’t be missing all this, because most probably, I would not get to come here again in life. The people I have known here, the friends I made will continue forever. I would always remember Finland.
The only thing certain in life is ‘letting go’.
24 Comments:
At 9:15 PM, Abhinav said…
yup its hard to let go but we have to ... are u headed back to India ???
At 11:06 PM, Anonymous said…
"I won’t be missing all this, because most probably, I would not get to come here again in life. "
Dont u mean u *would* be missing all this? specifically coz u wont be coming here ever again?
Make ur moves fast, else u wont have any time to get nostalgic or store those last precious moments in ur memory before u leave.. telling u from experience..
do take that cargo service and try to get back ur stuff to india esp since u wd get paid for it..if u want a list of things that u may need to do before u leave finland, will send that to u..
At 11:28 PM, Expression ! said…
A touching blog.No matter where,if you live for certain period of time ,you get attached to it.Some times just changing apartment is diificult,and leaving a country which you really loved will be very hard I guess.
At 12:00 AM, Anonymous said…
aww, you're leaving?! We haven't even met yet! Gosh! Which day are you leaving?
At 12:18 AM, educatedunemployed said…
The only thing that got me through my transition of leaving UK which had become second home for me was,I was looking forward to a new life.I let the excitememt of the novelty over take the emotions of letting go.
Good luck, and best wishes.We are with you all the way.If it means anything, there will be some constants inspite of the big change.
At 9:46 AM, Unknown said…
siiigh.
good luck with the packing up and moving out. you have come to terms so nicely with leaving finland. remind me to read your post when i have to leave this place. :-)
At 9:47 AM, Unknown said…
this place = this place that i have called home for the past 5 years.
At 12:04 PM, greensatya said…
Sucker blogger ate my comment.
Abhinav - It looks like I am headed back to India.
Twilight Fairy - Hmm, I *won't* be missing. There is scope of missing only when there is some hope of getting it back. Otherwise we just cherish it.
I am bit sluggish now. I don't think I will have to book cargo, let's see. Thanks for the list offer, I will ask later.
Sharda - It is difficult, very difficult, but will have to let it go. I get attached to things too fast.
Heather - Date has not been decided yet but not before 30th Sept. Let's see if our schedule clashes, we will meet.
EU - When I was read your post about leaving UK, I had started my mental preparation since then. Yeah, thoughts of new life will help, but living in Bangalore seems like nightmare.
Thanks, it is a great support to know few things won't change.
Ipanema girl - Sure thing, I will remind :) 5 years is a long time, start mental preparation from now.
At 12:52 PM, educatedunemployed said…
HAHAHAHA, Bangalore of all the places.Don't worry traffic jams, pollution, bad city roads,sweet sambhar will keep you entertained I promise.
At 1:59 PM, greensatya said…
EU - You missed few more things, but you got to know my pain :( I wish no one has to live in that city.
At 8:07 PM, Koi Pahailee said…
Have a good good-bye. and have a good time where ever you are heading towards..........
dont stop blogging and keep us posted...
At 8:52 PM, greensatya said…
Koi - Thanks :), sure I will keep blogging.
At 9:21 AM, Y said…
Touching post and it made me a vee bit sad. But ahoy!, Ghar aaja pardesi tera des bulaiye re.
Do buzz me whenever you are here.
At 12:17 PM, Raj said…
So r u coming to Bangalore?
I know how much you dislike the roads and traffic of Bangalore.
2 yrs is a long time. Its bound to be difficult to leave.
But whats great is that you have this blog thru which u can always relive these 2 yrs.
Good luck with the move!
At 1:58 PM, Sara said…
it does hpn...and its called inertia ;) welcome back to India... i hope u wud be here atleast for the vacation :)
At 6:57 PM, P said…
Moving is always tough, but to throw a cliche at you, change is about the only thing that is constant!
Good luck with your move...
At 12:47 PM, greensatya said…
Sher - Sure thing, will buzz you once I am there (mera desh)
Raj - It's not only me, everyone dislikes the traffic of Bangalore, don't they ? Yeah my journal will always keep the memories fresh. Thanks,
Sara - Yeah, I am going to be in India very soon.
Appu - Yeah, I am coming back.
Perspective Inc - Though, it is a cliche, it is eternal truth. Thanks.
The Similing Girl - Hey, welcome here ! It is tough to pack but I am doing it slowly, slowly.
At 2:18 PM, Raj said…
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At 2:23 PM, Raj said…
Okay, you must have my first comment in ur mail. I wasn't sure if I shud be asking you what I did so I deleted it. If you think its okay then anser it otherwise forget abt it.
At 3:02 PM, greensatya said…
Raj - I am cool with what you asked, so I will reproduce it here.
"Yes, everyone does dislike Blr's traffic. But they like other things about the city. But I don't remember you saying anything positive about the city. I believe you've lived here for quite a while. How come you don't feel attached to Blr?
Of course, thats just my observation and I could be wrong :) "
I don't dislike Bangalore, I rue the inconvenience it poses for its residents.
There could be/are lot of positive about any city including Bangalore. But for an average person like me, the basic needs of housing, food, commuting are the most important. I can't enjoy the world class golf course until I have a roof over me. So basic needs always stand out. I never even discussed that Bangalore does not have a good SPA (or it has it?)
cause that's not important for person like me.
Yeah, I have lived in Bangalore for a while, long before you had McD, or multiplexes in the city. I have lived in several places in India and for more duration than I was in Bangalore. I was sad the evening, I was leaving Bangalore. That sadness was due to attachment but at this age, attachments are not permanent, life is important, the basic needs of life are important.
When I come again to Bangalore, it will not be due to attachement, but due to my selfish needs. I will live there happily, cause that's what I WILL have to do. If I had a choice then I will rather live in Florence, but I don't have. So I love what I have.
And most humbly I would like to say that I never meant any offence to Bangalore ever.
At 10:10 PM, Just Jane said…
beautifully written! i can imagine how satisfying you must feel when you look back at your old posts on your blog and note the changes since. hope to get there someday too! hope your experience back in india is as positive as the one in finland has been, despite the dismal state of affairs in bangalore city!
At 12:05 PM, Raj said…
Thanks for answering. I totally agree that attachments are not permanent. Its also easier to remember the bad points more.
Btw, I think Sanjay Khan's Golden Palms has a very good spa ;)
At 10:55 AM, XVSA013 said…
letting go
At 4:03 AM, greensatya said…
Janefield - Yeah, it is higly satisfying. Meanwhile, I am warming up myself for the life in Bangalore, so I guess I won't have any difficulty there.
Raj - Yeah, it is human nature to remember only the bad points.
Mowgli - I let it, here they go!
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